New pain unlocked. Uuh, no, it's consistent God my life is a mess When I dim my lights you see ambience I see fading Where to start? With sorrow never known What do I say when my ol' dear mind escapes the pain through fantasy Exasperation. Does throwing hands look like exercise to you! Snap out of it! I tell myself And when I do, I gotta run. Coz it's all falling apart again F*** I'm tired! Of crying itself So I'm gonna go lay down and wish myself away And when you find my bones, remember this poem please
Free me I want to scream free me Let me out of your grip, beliefs Unwrap me from your stabbing finger Let me find my way through the mess life is Vindicate me not when I stray, I just don’t understand why Free me from my damned rights I just might choose wrong, but let me fall. at least it will be on my own accord if I’m free
Oh you tasty death or are you beautiful in my dreams You show me my skeletons glowing with life and ensnare me with the peace of not being anything You whisper how I can undo my own traps and promise to wipe off the uncertainty existence It’s sad oh it’s sad You dang tasty death!!
You cut too deep, slow down the drilling who will seek my bones to pray on if I die here alone This kind of lonesome grief knows no master with no tissues to warn the tears to stop Hold my hair back and let me spew on this world too dangerous to get close You should have warned me it’d be tough I’d have rubbed my skin on rocks in preparation Now send whatever kind of clouds you wish at least I’ll know to wait for the rain.
Come and behold the unraveling of old scabs That ooze eerie and dreaded memories I’d really rather forget How every soul that touched my body burned their footsteps on to my already charred skin Bear witness As I flip over The part of my heart That is unformed and ugly with smudges of life’s paint that is running and raw It screams to you that I’m not art Yet I stand naked before you Are you getting involved?
My first piece to enter a poetry contest. I didn’t get enough votes to win but I’m hella proud of it.😊
Oh that you may not touch me with your vipers that you shall not plant me in a loveless home I ask that you don’t bury me with injustice that these tears of rocks don’t tear my face Withhold not the happiness I desire As I tread this path I didn’t choose do not burden me with unkindness As I fight to live my dreams stay out of the way!!